mel: puan, la~zelia mahesh: eelz sha & the gang: naz (honestly i hate this one) the rest: just plain ol' elia my matahari: that's a secret *wink*
i'm not a sexybomb, i'm just .. + potentially malignant medical student + psychogenically dependant on music + loves the sound of the guitar + have strong feelings towards everything + easily distracted + hates rules + responsible for own actions + hates being envious + imaginative + good sense of humour + likes to be loved (honestly who doesn't?) + finds it hard to trust someone + easily hurt
i had a dream las nite..i was forced to get engaged to someone i dint know.it was terrifying.i woke up,heart beat faster than usual.to be honest,i never had a single thought of getting married at age 24..yeah,it's true dat i had lil discussion about wut will it be like when i become a wife..i even talk about marriage with John before..but to get married at age 24,for me,it's impossible...i repeat,it's impossible for me to do so.why?well,im still studying,need extra concentration to it..im not economically stable,still dependant on my parents plus i think im not well prepared to hold big reponsibility as a married person..getting married is something too far for me to think of..it's..it's..well,im not too sure myself..some mite say it's not good to have babies at late 30's..yerp,dat's true..the risk are higher as ur getting old..
talking bout wedding,it reminds me of ain,whom getting married this coming june..well,ain,if ur reading my blog now..tell me one thing..will it be the same,i mean,will u be the same as ur now?silly me to ask u this..it's my curiosity~ i hardly see her nowadays..been thinking whether she's dat busy preparing for the day..hardly see her online too..n truly,i miss her rite now..to ain: ur still my very good friend no matter wut!God bless! ;P..still waiting for ain's wedding invitation~