mel: puan, la~zelia mahesh: eelz sha & the gang: naz (honestly i hate this one) the rest: just plain ol' elia my matahari: that's a secret *wink*
i'm not a sexybomb, i'm just .. + potentially malignant medical student + psychogenically dependant on music + loves the sound of the guitar + have strong feelings towards everything + easily distracted + hates rules + responsible for own actions + hates being envious + imaginative + good sense of humour + likes to be loved (honestly who doesn't?) + finds it hard to trust someone + easily hurt
This is the 3rd day since i wus posted in labour theatre at Melaka Hospital. I went there around 6p.m, managed to clerk two cases of primigravidas ( those having first pregnancy ) who were admitted since 8 in the morning, waited till 10p.m, both of them has only 2 contractions every 10 mins, not progressing at all and now they end up for Caesarean section. Adooii!! I was hoping to try conducting this labour since a nurse has offered to assist me plus with permission from M.O on duty. Got lil bit frustrated, i went back straight away to hostel .. alone .. phew!!
One thing i'll remember most in this posting is how the nurses treated female doctors .. which i'm included ( although i'm not yet a doctor ). It's full of discrimination, i would say. Yesterday, while watching episiotomy done by junior nurse, i try to ask a question in the most polite way from senior nurse who's also watching her suturing the wound .. this is how she answered me .. "kalau dah tak tahu tu, pandai-pandai la bukak buku .. hidup jangan nak menyusahkan orang" .. straight on to my face. I felt like getting slapped by her at that time. I ignored her answer, with no heart feelings .. with the thought that this nurse has jus experienced her menopause. I kept silence until my male friend entered the same room. He asked same question to this senior nurse and she replied as if she's flirting with him .. PENUH KEGATALAN .. in the old bitchy way. This is not fair, of course .. and i came into one conclusion .. the main reason why these bunch of people jumped into medical field and became nurses is because they always hoping to get married to a doctor .. what do u guys think?