mel: puan, la~zelia mahesh: eelz sha & the gang: naz (honestly i hate this one) the rest: just plain ol' elia my matahari: that's a secret *wink*
i'm not a sexybomb, i'm just .. + potentially malignant medical student + psychogenically dependant on music + loves the sound of the guitar + have strong feelings towards everything + easily distracted + hates rules + responsible for own actions + hates being envious + imaginative + good sense of humour + likes to be loved (honestly who doesn't?) + finds it hard to trust someone + easily hurt
I dunno whether it's appropriate for me to jot down about something dat bugs me most rite now .. i dunno whether it's appropriate for me to say it here ...
I do look happy most of the time .. but deep down inside, i feel SO LONELY
Why is it always happen to me?
I have lotsa fren, i can do anything i want to do, i have freedom .. but i need someone to talk about how i feel .. it's more on my feelings, deep down inside .. i've been kept to myself for so long .. i know this is not right but i keep on doing it ..
My mind keeps on telling me something is not right .. ive tried to find it, try to dig slowly but i failed ..