mel: puan, la~zelia mahesh: eelz sha & the gang: naz (honestly i hate this one) the rest: just plain ol' elia my matahari: that's a secret *wink*
i'm not a sexybomb, i'm just .. + potentially malignant medical student + psychogenically dependant on music + loves the sound of the guitar + have strong feelings towards everything + easily distracted + hates rules + responsible for own actions + hates being envious + imaginative + good sense of humour + likes to be loved (honestly who doesn't?) + finds it hard to trust someone + easily hurt
heya .. im freaking busy lately, as usual.title above has nothing to do with my hectic zombie-like life. exam's coming, 2 weeks from now. Ive started myself panicking as always cos there's so mucha stuff to revise. heh .. enuff with exams ..
i miss blogging, dat's why i'm ere now ..
i'm getting bald .. dat's the only thing i can think of now. it's getting worse, u see .. the hair loss .. demit! why ar?? I used to have a messy wavy thick hair - even my sis told me i look like "Timah Gila" (our neighbour whose schizophrenic) everytime i woke up from sleep. Now? -BALD-
u see, ive always wanted to keep my hair as long as i could but it always ended up in 'tragic' way. i can remember the last time when i had kept my hair for more than 2 years without getting it cut except for trimming, it ended when i cut it short after 2 months of hair perming .. u see, it's not that easy to care for permed hair, especially when u have to make it look dryless as u can .. susah wei .. cerewet .. permed hair had caused severe damage to my hair till it does look like a curly penyapu .. ok, to tell the truth, it's kinna cool to perm my hair and make it dreadlock type especially when i tied it high up .. but, worse is still worse .. hair treatment doesnt help anyway ..
elia - 2003
I made it short after 2 months being miss curly-hair .. Again, this 'degil' hair of mine doesnt seem to suit me well. I havta put on gel everytime to make it manageable .. ayy ..
elia - 2004
'Hosdoh' benar .. huhu!!
Ive successfully let it grow for few months until recently when i realized my hair strands were everywhere: in the bathroom,on the room floor, stucked in between hair brush, on my study table, even on my laptop .. Is this part of medical student syndrome? Nah, i dun think so .. study too much doesnt make ur hair falls that much. This has got to do with getting infected by fungus spread by my cat ..
See? This happened when i finger-combed my hair .. banyak nyer!!
elia - 2005
I havta tie my hair up to make it doesn't look hairless in between the scalp .. memalukan ..
This 75ml antifungal shampoo costs me almost rm100
What should i do? Should i just go to Yum Nam Hair Care? Or cut my hair freaking short again? Or be bald? Phew!!