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currently known as COMOT

what do my close buddies call me?

mel: puan, la~zelia
mahesh: eelz
sha & the gang: naz (honestly i hate this one)
the rest: just plain ol' elia
my matahari: that's a secret *wink*

i'm not a sexybomb, i'm just ..
+ potentially malignant medical student
+ psychogenically dependant on music
+ loves the sound of the guitar
+ have strong feelings towards everything
+ easily distracted
+ hates rules
+ responsible for own actions
+ hates being envious
+ imaginative
+ good sense of humour
+ likes to be loved (honestly who doesn't?)
+ finds it hard to trust someone
+ easily hurt

Cursed Ogre from the Mysterious Ominous Tower

♥tag in baby♥

♥mp3♥

+KENT-protection
+THE BRILLIANT GREEN-angel song
+PLACEBO-every you every me
+MUSE-sing for absolution
+MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE-you know what they do to guys like us in prison
+INCUBUS-a certain shade of green
+DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL-the places you have come to fear the most

♥music to my ears♥
placebo
kent
the brilliant green
incubus
dashboard confessional
the cure
radiohead
all saints
alicia keys
usher
fullmetal alchemist OST
cokelat
gerhana ska cinta

♥my eyecandy♥
bleach
naruto
one piece
gakuen alice
konjiki no gash bell
school rumble
samurai champloo
yakitate japan
tactics
shin chan
desperate housewives
one tree hill
SATC

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In Loving Memory of My Atuk

Atuk was a great man .. instead, he became my inspiration of his great health .. truly speaking, i hardly see him getting ill. Not even a fever ..

The secret behind his 97 years of great health ... only warm water and ulam-ulaman ..

I can still remember when i was little, i used to hate him cos he hide my Barbie since he dint like the existance of the doll in his house. He said, "malaikat susah nak masuk rumah nanti, macam mana malaikat nak tengok tokwan sembahyang" .. i continued to hate him until i grew up as a teenager, i began to accept what he told me before.

The only that makes me proud of him is my atuk's generosity. He loves to shove his grandchildren with food .. food .. food .. food .. Until now, this granddaughter of him loves eating .. :p

I hate when nobody told me that he was very very ill last night .. everybody seem to keep their mouth shut because they dint want me to get very worried since my exam is around the corner. But, i dint blame them. Atuk passed away late last night after suffering from cardiac failure due to bronchiectasis .. I cried cos i dint have at least a chance to see him for the last time, to be with him before letting him go forever. I'm so frustrated ..i really am ... and i'm truly regret .. until now ...

This is the very last picture we took during Hari Raya .. it was on his request cos he said he might never be in this world again to wait until the next Hari Raya ..

Dearest Tokwan ...

WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH ..

AL-FATIHAH ...

miss comot @ 1/20/2006 08:25:00 AM

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