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currently known as COMOT

what do my close buddies call me?

mel: puan, la~zelia
mahesh: eelz
sha & the gang: naz (honestly i hate this one)
the rest: just plain ol' elia
my matahari: that's a secret *wink*

i'm not a sexybomb, i'm just ..
+ potentially malignant medical student
+ psychogenically dependant on music
+ loves the sound of the guitar
+ have strong feelings towards everything
+ easily distracted
+ hates rules
+ responsible for own actions
+ hates being envious
+ imaginative
+ good sense of humour
+ likes to be loved (honestly who doesn't?)
+ finds it hard to trust someone
+ easily hurt

Cursed Ogre from the Mysterious Ominous Tower

♥tag in baby♥

♥mp3♥

+KENT-protection
+THE BRILLIANT GREEN-angel song
+PLACEBO-every you every me
+MUSE-sing for absolution
+MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE-you know what they do to guys like us in prison
+INCUBUS-a certain shade of green
+DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL-the places you have come to fear the most

♥music to my ears♥
placebo
kent
the brilliant green
incubus
dashboard confessional
the cure
radiohead
all saints
alicia keys
usher
fullmetal alchemist OST
cokelat
gerhana ska cinta

♥my eyecandy♥
bleach
naruto
one piece
gakuen alice
konjiki no gash bell
school rumble
samurai champloo
yakitate japan
tactics
shin chan
desperate housewives
one tree hill
SATC

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catch my disease

Hulla!! i'm back!!

I don't want to count how many months i have left this blog since my last post about my late Atuk ..

I'm back to square me after days of struggling with exams that had caught me headache most of my days ..

After all hard works .. i'm now a doctor .. heh .. ;p

I'm not saying that i'm the happiest person on earth cos i know my parents are alot happier than me. My exam results were a big relief for me and until now i can't imagine how will i be in the situation of a working environment. Life as a houseman doctor will be as hectic as ever, i tell ya ..

Owh heck, forget about that. I'm currently busy doing my movie and drama marathon that ive missed due to exam. I have registered myself to drummer's class for dummies, i'm going to buy a PS after this and play Kingdom Hearts, i have done with my shopping habits that made me currently 'sengkek' .. and so on .. to be exact, SAYA ADALAH SEORANG DOKTOR YANG SEDANG MENGANGGUR .. ;P

Someone has suggested me to go for holidays somewhere around Asia. I really wanted to but the thing is, i hate to do it alone. Not to say that i'm not independant, it's the fact that i'm a female homosapien whom are abit insecure walking alone in other people's place. Anything can happen, u see ..

My parents asked me what's my next step?

I told them .. i'm already 26 and i'm not going to be economically dependant on them anymore. I'm gonna work first .. work .. find money .. be dependant enough that i can survive on my own since i think my parents still treat my like a 17 year old kiddo.

My parents wanted me to go further my study, find myself a husband doctor and i told them i'm not interested on finding jodoh now .. heh ..

As for taking Master degree .. i would say that i'm more interested to become a cosmetic doctor .. heheheeh!! yes, COSMETIC DOCTOR .. NOT A PLASTIC SURGEON .. my aim as a cosmetic doctor is to make everyone feels beautiful .. hahaha!! POYO SIAL! ;p

Heh, banyak pulak plan aku ..

But for now, being with my family is the most important thing i wanted to do. When i was a student, it's really hard for me to even meet them eventhough i'm somewhere in Malaysia. I know i'm going to be a hell busier after this. Therefore, spending as much time with them is the best thing i could do for now.

For everyone who has been beside me for my good and bad times, from my first year until my graduation .. i thank Allah and thank you guys alot .. without u guys, i cannot be what i am now .. hugs and kisses ..

miss comot @ 2/27/2006 11:40:00 AM

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