mel: puan, la~zelia mahesh: eelz sha & the gang: naz (honestly i hate this one) the rest: just plain ol' elia my matahari: that's a secret *wink*
i'm not a sexybomb, i'm just .. + potentially malignant medical student + psychogenically dependant on music + loves the sound of the guitar + have strong feelings towards everything + easily distracted + hates rules + responsible for own actions + hates being envious + imaginative + good sense of humour + likes to be loved (honestly who doesn't?) + finds it hard to trust someone + easily hurt
I guess i havta spend the entire holiday seeing bomoh .. why? i'll tell ya now ..
The truth is, i don't believe in Bomoh. Ive learned Science and for me, for everything that happens, there should be logical and rational explainations behind it.
My parents told me i'm not being rational all this while. Ive chosen a wrong guy to pour all my love with and they really don't like him. He's been accused to be a liar, 'pengikis my money', and he has been even accused to have cast a spell or black magic or whatever it is on me. I don't want believe to what they have said. My parents took back my credit card and threw all our pics together. I'm not lying here and the truth is, i don't feel sad at all. Why? I've prepared for all this. Two person whom are in different so-called status (i don't know why status is still matters on this modern age) has fallen in love and have been in a relationship for almost 5 years now. And what do you expect? Obviously, no parents will accept this relationship .. it's all about status ..
Black magic has brought me to Bomoh, unwillingly... i was forced to see at least 5 Bomoh since last few days .. to cure my 'disease'. The ironic is, a doctor whom supposed to know how to cure herself from a disease was forced to see person who know better than her in curing her disease.
I'm not sick ... physically and mentally ...
And so i am, for the last few days seeing all kinds of Bomoh. From the one who blow the bottle which contains a plain water just to see what causes me to become lovesickos to one whom uses 'jin' to threaten those who cast a spell on me ..
Let's see what those Bomoh commented on my disease ..
Bomoh 1: Anak perempuan awak ni dah kena buatan orang. Dia guna gambar anak awak untuk memuja supaya anak awak suka kat dia. Dia pakai dua paku karat dari keranda orang mati, satu panjang (untuk diri dia sendiri) dan satu pendek (untuk anak awak) dan dia ikat dengan benang paku2 tersebut yang supaya anak awak dengan dia 'melekat', taknak berpisah and so on ...
Bomoh 2: Eh, lelaki ni pakai jarum emas ni. Dua susuk. Satu pipi sebelah kiri, satu lagi sebelah kanan supaya anak awak suka dia. Pasal jodoh pulak, memang tak sesuai sangat sebab kalau kahwin pun, lelaki ni akan jadi 'raja' dan anak awak jadi 'hamba' dia. Akan berlaku penceraian satu hari nanti.
Bomoh 3: Isk, anak awak ada si 'kenit' dalam badan dia. Si kenit ni selalu bersarang dalam otak dia supaya anak awak ingat dekat lelaki tu. Lelaki ni jugak memuja janin yg mati dalam perut. janin ni dia beli kat Perak, dia keringkan, dan dia puja janin tu guna gambar anak awak. Ni kes serius ni, kalau teruk, anak awak akan lari dari rumah bila2 masa je.
Bomoh 4: Memang Elia dah kena sampuk. Dia pernah berkawan dengan lelaki yang memang suka dia satu ketika dulu. Sekarang lelaki ni dengki dengan hubungan Elia dengan lelaki baru. Jadi, dia sampuk Elia supaya Elia tak dapat kahwin atau apapun sampai Elia kembali kepada dia.
Bomoh 5: Eh, takdak apa2 la .. apa salahnya kalau Elia nak berkawan dengan lelaki ni. Jodoh di tangan Tuhan.
I totally agreed with Bomoh no5.Betul cakap dia. Jodoh ditangan Tuhan. No matter how long ive been in relationship with my current boyfriend, we won't get married if there's no jodoh, aight?
I just hope my parents will realize one day that i'm still far away in my aim of getting married and have a family. For now, i just hope my holiday will be as nice as ever before i start my hectic job later. I do agree, ibu bapa mana yang tak sayang anak, ibu bapa mana yang taknak tengok anak dia bahagia ..
I'm going to another bomoh tonight. I wanted to protest but when i think back that this is not the right time to protest your parents, it makes me surrender and follow whatever they wanted me to do ...
I'm trying my best to not get depressed over this ...
All i could do now is PRAY TO GOD...THE MOST GREATEST AND THE MOST MERCIFUL ..